When I swallowed the red pill… I lost my grip on everything I believed to be “real”, and I was suddenly able to see all of the hiccups in my life for what they were… glitches in The Matrix.
Now I have always known that something was off about what I perceived as “real”.
I have often looked at certain experiences and wondered why the fuck I kept repeating them over and over and over again.
Or why I never believed we landed on the moon or that I was living on a sphere.
Everything that I perceived had the energy of “fakeness” to it, which explained why I have often felt out of place.
I used to believed that it was my ego that was in control because it was hellbent on struggling — rowing upstream — and living a life of unworthiness.
Recently, I (the greater aspect of who I now know myself to be) in partnership with my Body Deva, teamed up for a threesome with my ego with the intention of coaxing it into submission.
I knew I was resilient, but DAMN! What I did not know was just how resistant I had become to what was wanting to express itself through me as me!
As the ego, I had been keeping myself in bondage; enslaved to a world that had no desire of serving my highest good.
Now that I swallowed that damn red pill, my days of enslavement are quickly coming to an end.
As I allow my “reality”, my shackles, to shatter, I find that I can no longer hold onto “stuff”; nor do I have any desire to do so. It is as if a giant spotlight has been placed on my life, and I am “seeing” it for the first time.
Curiously though, I feel as if it is not me doing the “seeing”. I feel a presence. Something greater; more expansive than me inside of me.
Have you ever looked at your life and noticed that it was not “you” looking at it, but something else?
What I am attempting to say is this… even though I am typing this blog, I am fully aware of something else observing my actions.
As The Observer, I feel nothing.
I am not saying I feel numb. I just do not feel attached to these words… or my life.
It is this lack of attachment that has my mind scrambling for the blue pill.
As The Observer, I notice how my mind wants to stay in its limitation; how it wants to stay in the deception and not be free.
I see how it desperately wants to stay in the comforts of its self-imposed shackles.
Unfortunately (and fortunately) for my ego, the truth can no longer be suppressed.
The Matrix is dissolving.
Every day, more and more people are opening their eyes and seeing the deception.
My mind is no longer being allowed to remain blind – physically, mentally or spiritually.
“It is time for us to actively deprogram our minds in order to
be completely immersed in the evolution of our consciousness.”
– Bernard Alvarez –
Assisting the mind in accepting the truth
Now, whenever I notice my mind spiraling out of control, I acknowledge it. Whenever I do, it quickly settles down, thereby, allowing all that I Am to remain captain of my life experiences.
For now, it is taking a lot of noticing. I also know that this noticing is releasing me from the limitations of The Matrix.
Do not get me wrong. I do not believe that The Matrix is bad. On the contrary, I believe it to be a beautiful awakener. For had I not chosen to open my mind, I would have never seen the truth.
How you can free your mind
- Pay attention to your thoughts.
- Pay attention to the sensations of your body. They are important clues regarding whether or not you are in alignment.
- Consciously let go of anything that is not yours, which is pretty much everything.
- Lather. Rinse. Repeat (daily)
ABOUT THE BODY
The body responds rather quickly to what is not in its highest good because it has its own awareness. So, whenever you are thinking thoughts that do not serve you, the body will cringe… and do what is necessary to get you back on track.
Stop reading and mentally say, “I am an asshole!”
Did your body respond with a tightness in your gut or heart area?
If it did, it is because it knows that that thought was a lie!
Now, if it did not… well then… you’re on your own!
Stop reading again and mentally say, “I am the Universe experiencing itself through this physical form!”
Did your body respond with a rush of energy moving upward?
If it did then it showed you what is real and true for You.
As you can see, it really is easy to free our minds from their self-imposed prisons.
FOOD FOR THOUGHT
Remember… no one, and no thing, can make you its bitch without your permission!
So, if being a bitch is not your thing, wouldn’t now be a good time to choose better for yourself?
Since The Matrix is a program, why not program some shit that you actually want to experience? And have some fun with it all?
Let’s sing, shall we?
The Matrix SING-ALONG
(to the tune of Mr. Rogers’ Neighborhood)
It’s a beautiful day in The Matrix.
A beautiful day in The Matrix.
It’s a hologram.
My personal program.
It’s a matrixy day in this beauty.
A matrixy day for a cutie (like you).
It’s so divine.
Magical and sublime.
I have always wanted to play in The Matrix… just like this.
I always wanted to explore my density like this…
Soooooo, let’s make the most of this programmed day.
Since we’re all holograms, we might as well play.
Won’t you please?
Won’t you please?
Please won’t you play in my Matrix?
— Adonya Wong
Now, I am going to leave this post… and take my own advice! #PracticeWhatYouPreach