June 17, 2015

Just One of Those Days

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Adonya

Energetically, I feel so much wanting to release. What seeks to flow, I know I need to allow it to do so. I’ve been doing my best. Yet, I can feel that there is more to release. I can feel the pain, or is it sorrow? Some of it is mine; most of it is not.

Ah, the wounds we carry that belong to other people.

I feel like I am in a constant state of adjusting. At times, feeling what I simply do not want to feel. Carrying loads I’ve grown weary of carrying.

Right now, Monica is singing in my head. You know the song? The one by the same title of this post? Yeah. That one!

This line is looping, “It’s just one of them days, when I wanna be all alone.”

 

I know this is the last release of some pretty heavy shit. Shit I’ve been working through for a very long time.

I know what needs to be done.

I know I need to dig deeper and tap into the wellspring of courage within me… so it can be so.

I look around, and I am deeply grateful for what I have. Yet, I am tired of some of the experiences.

Such conflicting ways of being.

So interesting to see duality playing out so loudly.

As I sit here, I feel 100% comfortable sharing, in such a public way, exactly how I am feeling.

The “older” I get, the less shame there is in my game.

AND…

I no longer care what other people think about me and my life experiences!

{deep breath}

I already feel better. Writing has always had that affect on me.

So, if you’re feeling “off”, you’re not alone.

It’s totally okay for you to feel how you feel.

And be who you are.

Whatever is seeking to be released, and expressed, through you… just allow it to do so.

“Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim.
Accept no one’s definition of your life; define yourself.”

Harvey Fierstein

It is my intention that this post is a signpost to lead others to be authentically themselves in every moment.

[Post published at  10:35pm Pacific during the hour of the Moon. Angel Number meaning of 1035: “Your thoughts and intentions are supported by God and the ascended masters Call upon them frequently to guide your actions and thoughts, They keep you focused on the Divine Truth in all ways. Something in your life is changing, or about to change for the better.”

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